Miscarry

I miscarried my first
child
A baby I had no
knowledge of
formed in a violent moment
I was desperately trying
to forget
I suffered the loss
alone
Never told another
about how that life
drained from
my body
Ashamed and
filled with guilt
I buried it deep within
myself
because as that new
future became another thing
in my past
I was relieved to have
any connection with
him
severed

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